sorry to those who may take my venting the wrong way but here it goes...
"Prove us wrong" they said to me.
Well in that case...since school can't refund my tuition, I will.
You'd better be ready, because if you all thought i was slacking you should be ashamed. I have been working my fingers to the bone, i have lost 20... yea 20... POUNDS of weight that i can't afford to lose just so i can be here this year, and you bastards tell me i should take some time off, you make me SICK.
I know my thesis wasn't that good, and I haven't shown you a ton and a half of work, but at least i'm working, i am trying, and i am sacrificing almost everything, just to get a little respect and peace of mind. i've been here almost 5 years now, and never have i felt so disrespected.i don't even know why, maybe because some think i don't care, that i'm slacking, that this is a conscious decision on my part to totally screw myself in my senior year, i wish that was the case it would make more sense that way.
wow that felt good to get off my chest, and you all know how i feel and that makes it all the better.
And the final showdown continues, i will continue to do what i have been doing, i will have my work done, ON TIME along with my thesis.
heres the list and number of pieces that will be ready for my show, some of which are done now i just haven't had the convience to transport to school due to size and framing issues.
1 fine art pieces displaying my chest/sides tattoo designs
1 fine art piece displaying my back tattoo design
chest layout with figure outline layout
left side figure layout
right side figure layout
back figure layout
right arm layout
left arm layout
that's 14 finished pieces plenty for a show, and plenty for my paper.
*note that the above list outside of the fine art pieces will be accompanied by digital prints of the designs over-layed onto my figure as example of the design continuity and application.
pass or fail this year i know i did my best and that's all that matters, with or without a diploma in my hand...with or without it...it doesn't matter anymore.i'm not giving up, i'm just playing by my rules now.
i will do all that i can for my exhibition group whatever you guys need just let me know, i'll be there for you, anything... i mean that with the wholeness of my heart and soul. you all asked me to show with you, and i thought no one would do that, thank you :)
hope all is well for everybody and that your papers and works are going along well. 3 more months guys and gals...3 more months...
...until then...
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i know what you all may be thinking, more excuses for my laziness, these aren't excuses these are the facts and again i am sorry if i offended anyone but this is just how i feel at the moment.
Just keep plugging away. Let me know if you need anything, including if you need to talk.
Pray for lots of snow days. :)
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